day: one hundred and nineteen

Saturday! What a lovely day to do LOTE and be embarrassed in front of the whole class to elaborate on what you want in your future partner in a language that isn't in English. Wonderful.

I hate the fact that there's only 3 guys in the class and I'm the closest so I get picked on when she says "how about a guy this time". I'm going to be really embarrassed the next few weeks because love and marriage is a topic that would literally be the polar opposite to me. Well, I think other people view me as an asexual non-loving super introverted teenage boy. I view myself as a person who doesn't care.

I don't think I did much homework at all that day. I always seem to get no work done at home. It's funny how I'm so diligent at school yet so complacent at home. Nobody really knows and it's pretty funny how everyone (including teachers) thinks I study and sleep early, or sleep late to study. I do the latter, though, just minus the studying.

So here are the morals:
• My time will come when people won't laugh when my name and the word "love" exist in the same sentence.
• As a part of being an awkward introvert, I must never forget the times I am embarrassed in front of the class.
• Random people on the internet would know me better than people whom I went to school with for over 3 years.