day: thirty two

I'll be having a sleepless night tonight. Being in the immediate proximity of a big hairy spider sure gets you paranoid with everything. If guns were legal in Australia then I'd keep one especially for spiders. Then make friends with a pest exterminator so s/he can do my monthly pest extermination routine for free. I have life planned out in the weirdest ways.

So today I went over to my friend's house and it was uneventful. I mean, uneventful when compared to what you see on soap tv shows. They're hardly realistic when I think about it. But all in all I guess I had fun. It was a bit of a bummer trying to fix his laptop in a desperate attempt to show him a game. I guess I had more fun due to the circumstances I've been through.

Okay, now I'm seeing imaginary spiders everywhere. I'm officially paranoid. But nonetheless, I planned on making some brownies today but I was too fixated on my computer to bake anything. I should make it early tomorrow then and be super productive. I still haven't done any homework so I'm determined to do some work tomorrow afternoon.

At least I took an interest in playing piano again. Let's just say that I've been listening to songs to relieve my emotions. I really want to be able to play piano and sing at the same time. It should be one of my goals! I feel music-y again this time of the year. But then again I'll probably slack off and do no practice. I'm sad.

So the morals of today are:
• You know you're truly arachnophobic when you decide not to sleep anymore once seeing one
• Soap tv shows leave you with a bitter disappointment about how boring life is
• I say I will be determined, come tomorrow and all that motivation went to lala land
• People who are artistically and musically better than you will make you feel talentless.