day: forty six to fifty three

Yeah, I'm a bit guilty of being lazy. It's not like I've been doing anything productive. I'm really tired the past week. I've lost count on how many days I've missed out but I hope this is the correct number.

So last week was alright. Swimming wasn't so bad. I just don't really feel like there's much point of it anymore. Everybody's gotten lazy and there's certain people who just annoy the hell out of me. At least I'm getting some much needed exercise. The weekend wasn't so bad either. Actually, it was pretty bad. I have a wad of homework from viet and we're changing tutor teachers (like always, because I'm always stuck with the left over teachers that can't teach or either are really good teachers but need to leave in a term or so.) I better get going with my studies and get my ass off youtube and facebook and other time-wasting activities like staring at the wall or just walking around aimlessly around the house looking for something to eat or something to play with.

This week is the 3rd week of school. I'm hating all of it and I want it to go even more quickly but I really don't just want highschool to be a disappointing blur to me. It's been a tough week for me and some important people in my life. Let's hope I can get through this in one piece. I don't know whether my patience is running extremely thin or I'm just pissed off at everybody at school who has a compulsion to snatch my pencilcase for no reason. It's not nice teasing me about being asian and smart. If I crack, I tell you that I'll make you smart by throwing a CAS calculator in your face. But one of my maths teachers told me something that just clicked in my mind. She told me about the story of another guy who went through the same thing as me. To sum it up, he was a failure whenever he tried to approach the outside world. Why is it so difficult?

I'm starting to get really tired with trying to keep my head and also humility. I mean, either my year level is just dumb or I just had something implanted in my brain to know everything in the year 10 curriculum. I'm so bored, therefore, I procrastinate. I really should find something productive to do. I have about 15 minutes before it's 12am. I don't know, but I feel like the most diligent and goody-two-shoes student in my whole year level is the one that sleeps latest even though he has about 4301561470360451 extra-curricular things to do. It's unhealthy, I know, but everyone else seems to sleep at 10 and I can't even contemplate sleeping at that time.

Enough ranting, here's the morals:
• Skipping eight days, I doubt that's counted as diary entry per day anymore
• Laziness is next to procrastinationingliness
• You know you're an ultra nerd when you think of using your calculator as a weapon
• I sleep late, well... compared to most people of my age