day: twenty seven

I had a tiring day today, which is good because I'll finally be able to sleep earlier and hence wake up earlier! I told myself I was going to do homework today but I really can't be stuffed right now (and my new years resolution is slowly fading away).

So I woke up early to get ready for meeting my friends to watch The Muppets. They ain't my "biffles" but it's probably the closest thing I have to friends. Aside from that self-degrading comment, it was quite enjoyable. I wouldn't like to elaborate on stuff like this but today I felt like going home was more of a relief than being outside. Did I develop an allergy to the outdoors over the summer break? What about school?! I'll probably die of exhaustion, anxiety and petty depression anyway. The only reason I came was to have a thing to blog about since I have such a boring life. But I just end up with a paragraph.

As school is looming ever so close, I think I'm slowly becoming comatose with despair and sulking and listening to extremely depressing songs and thinking that I'm performing my daily concert whenever my parents aren't at home (this is the best thing about being an only child, you see). Aside from that, is it possible to loathe school while wanting to do good with schoolwork this year?

I have tutor tomorrow, and I haven't revised for the tests and I've told me parents that I've done the revision and so I only can do the last minute revision when they're not looking. I'm going with the easier option and cram early in the morning. I actually do that for almost everything now... I used to be such a goody two shoes when I first started high school. Now, I'm still a goody two shoes, but nobody really knows how much I couldn't care less. So my dignity and reputation is still intact... for now.

So for the morals:
• Feeling sleepy at 9:30 is a good thing!
• Staying at home for two months in a row equals allergy to the outside world.
• I should stop using ellipsis (I have no idea what the plural to thar word is) before I get addicted to it like always...