day: twenty one

Stayed up till four playing a game someone recommended me. I'm stupid enough to do that when I have tutor at 12 the next day. You could say I'm mental, because I am.

Tutor was as boring as hell, but at least I have a friend to giggle with at random things like teachers' mistakes and whether the pigeons ever came back to shit on the windows.

Then after that was shopping with mum. I don't mind Coles or Woolworths (I'm still a Safeway person at heart) but shopping at asian supermarkets are a tad unbreathable and intense, especially when you're wearing a bag full of textbooks. Footscray Asian stores have that lovely sticky feeling on the soles of your shoes, the sound is even more lovely. Just don't ever let your shoelaces run loose or else you'll have sticky hands from tying them up.

Aside from that, I wondered what would happen on my wedding day. I mean, I'm only a teenager but a friends friend started planning everybody's wedding. So that made me think: I wonder if the person I feel like choosing my best man right now will be different to the one on my wedding day. That is if I even get a girlfriend. Add to that my awkwardness and you probably get abstinence and virginity. The point was the absence of love not sex,
unfortunately.

I really do worry about my future sometimes, but in the meantime, I shall learn kpop dances and sing like an idiot and hate everyone at school and do all sorts of stuff weird people do like staying at home all day and declining party invitations because I'm too lazy too buy someone a present.

So here we are with my daily morals:
• Stop staying up till 4
• Stop grocery shopping with mum
• Stop thinking about your marriage, you'll never get laid anyway.

P.S I'm bored.