day: seventeen

I really don't like summer. Especially where I live, it hurts to move. I'm afraid cooking anything in the kitchen will set the whole neighborhood on fire. 33 degrees Celsius. I hope the electricity generator (no, it's not actually a generator, but I don't really know the word for that metal box thing on the electricity poles that supplies us with electricity) doesn't explode again. It had the whole neighborhood without electricity for a week. Stupid energy suppliers.I really hope our tree doesn't spontaneously combust again in an obscure hour of the night. It had my parents scared for their life. I couldn't really care less. It sorta looked pretty too. I know I'm going to be a really bad Asian parent when I grow up...

With more lighter matters, I was gaming today. Now I'm not very good at any sorts of games but I really do like being alone whilst gaming (mainly because I don't want to be overshadowed by other gamers). I'm okay with one other good friend being in the same party (heh, I feel like a social person saying that word) but it just gets weird when everyone's joining in frolicking and waving about their social (in gaming perspective, in human perspective, it'd be laughed upon) status like a prostitute on drugs*. I don't like cocky people.

I also had a cousin come over to greet us a happy Chinese new year (it's quite normal to visit someone in Asian traditions like that). As an unsocial and extremely awkward person, I always try to figure out what to do when guests are over talking to my parents. My usual reaction would be to open the fridge, open the cupboards, clean the desk, do everything to make you look busy instead of lazing about on your ass all day on the computer seat (which is what I do do every day). The awkward thing was that there was no seat left for me. Where the he'll do I sit? On the floor? I mean, it's really hard for me to try to look social.

So the morals of today were:
• Stay cool in summer by not moving at all
• Gaming is not the real world (nor is the Internet and, hence, blogging)
• Practice what to do when an unexpected guest arrives.

* Yeah, I'm mean sometimes.