day: nineteen

I couldn't sleep yesterday, so I ended up sleeping at 4 am and we all know that if we sleep late, we wake up late and I was actually surprised I woke up at 4 pm today. I've never woken up so late, it feels like the whole day has gone.

At least I had the time to shower, eat and do my chemistry homework. Then I went to tutor, it was the usual, just only there was some other new kid from Melbourne High who's doing the same as me. I really don't like people from schools who do all advanced stuff. They make me look so dumb but in actual fact, I'm jealous of them and I desperately want to go to their superior school. Don't get me started on how I'm not allowed to change schools. That made me go through all sorts of emotions.

I guess I'm trying to male this post more happy than I actually am. I'm having a tough time this whole week and I don't really want to blog about such stuff. Let's just say I'm trying to move on from the ordeal and to take things into my own hands before my non-existent feelings get hurt even more.

So the morals of today were:
• Sleep earlier because you will die when school starts
• Stop being so jealous
• Suck it up, princess

God, I'm so bored being alone sometimes... That's why I have the Internet!